Have you ever had a love-hate relationship with anyone or anything? That’s exactly what I had with my hair. I didn’t like my hair at all. It was so thin and unmanageable. It had a very weird kind of shape. Because of that it was kept tied up or braided irrespective of the occasion. I […]
I don’t remember a time when I was excited about adventure and human interaction for the whole day. Everyday I go to office, do my work, come back home, spend a couple of hours on internet and go to sleep. Oh and I talk to mom over phone for some time. Mostly I like to […]
Jan. 2018 First month of the year. What could have been better time than this to do a little bit of planning for the upcoming days? Planning is easy, committing is hard. I don’t want to make a huge list at first. Let’s see how it goes. 1. Learn/Improve This is purely related to my […]
It’s year ending day. Honestly I had tons of other things to write but I had to start with the thing that had been bothering me since morning. Now before going into the incident, I want to admit that I have many flaws but I keep on trying to be a better person everyday. Yesterday […]
A couple of months back I wrote about one of my weird dreams in which I was close with somebody I wasn’t supposed to. Days passed and I got over it. I dreamt of Ritz, whom I meet everyday in office and after that dream for one day I was feeling strange around him. I […]
Last weekend, I went for a movie followed by a girls’ night out. I had a pleasant company indeed. My sister’s college friend, Aru is a lively and funny girl. She brought two of her friends- Geet and Sush. For my last night out with them, I knew Geet but Sush. We watched Justice League […]
Expectation, mothering disappointment since beginning of time. No matter how hard I try to keep myself unaffected from expectations, I end up in negative situations rooting from expectations. The incident I’m gonna write about is just beginning of my bad mood today and the circumstances kept adding fuel to that fire. Today, we had planned […]
Day 0: This day doesn’t even count. The whole day I was so restless, waiting eagerly to meet my family, my people. When you visit home only twice a year or even less than that, the urge for reunion grows stronger and reaches at its peak when there’s only a few hours between you and […]
Since my last confession post, I was kind of feeling better. I haven’t made any confession on internet before, not even in sarahah! I am always skeptical about the admins of the confession pages. What if this guy/girl actually knows me? What if he/she posts my name too. Basically I don’t have faith in such […]
Background: Click here to read. Despite all the meaningless awkwardness on the day I met Ritz immediately after my stupid dream, I managed to stay calm. We had one or two small talks and that’s it. That day I got occupied with work, I eventually I forgot about it. On the very next day, Ritz […]
Background: I’m a Bengali living far away from my near and dear ones for the sake of my job. That “far away” is still in India but this part of the country barely has any similarity in culture, language, food habits with my background. This is Hyderabad, my current “not”-home. Bengalis are known for their […]
Background (#55th post) It’s been more than a year I’ve been living in South but this was the very first time for me to attend a south Indian wedding. By this time, I’m pretty much aware of the fact that our cultural differences are huge. But these differences are beautiful in its own way. So […]
Well, I don’t know why I found this ambiguous title so appropriate for this writing. A lot happened in the time when I didn’t show up. One of the recent incident among them is my colleague’s wedding. Expection, eh?🤦♀️ I happened to meet Rohini four months ago I when joined my present company. She’s really […]
There are a couple of things I wanted to write about but considering the current situation I assume they can wait a little bit. So I’m gonna write about a few stuffs that are messing with my peace of mind right now. Being matured but desperate single Well, I have no shame in admitting the […]
From our childhood we have been taught about “unity in diversity” of India. As a kid I never got a chance to travel across India and get the feel of it. Through the eletronics media we witnessed the existence of difference but it barely helped us to realise the meaning of unity in diversity. I’m […]
When I freshly joined FaceBook, I was probably in high school. For the first couple of years it was the platform to reply to every other strangers who pinged me. Literally I accepted all the friend requests I got at that time. I used to talk to them too. But one thing I always tried […]
“Everything happens for a reason”- I am a strong believer of destiny. It’s the belief that drives me to think about reason behind everything having even slightest connection with me. But sometimes I feel that it’s a complete waste of time. My life will be the same even without knowing the reason or rather it […]
I may preach others all the time but honestly it takes a lot of effort to act graciously when it comes to criticism. Let’s be real for a moment. If somebody comes to you and calls you beautiful, you’ll smile believing it to be true. But if the same person points to your flaw, you […]
On the usual weekdays, my body becomes so tired after office and household works that it shuts down before midnight. On the contrary, in the weekend I keep on sleeping till I get tired of sleeping and my back starts hurting for lying down all the day. Every weekend I have some major plans to […]
“It’s a girl”- the doctor said and handed me over to him. I wish, I remembered his first expression. It’s weird that we don’t remember seeing our mom and dad for the first time. Anyway, I heard this later that dad saw me before mom. Maybe that’s why I have a whole different level of […]
My college juniors just wrote their final semester exam and my entire Facebook newsfeed is flooded with “last- together : feeling nostalgic” posts. That seems to be a little dramatic now. There are many things that come into mind when people talk about college life. But I would prefer to talk about one of the […]
It was May 1st on Monday or rather I should say the much awaited long weekend. Everybody else had plans for this weekend. For me weekends vary from Netflix and chill to sleep to skip life. There’s no in between. Wasting the whole weekend and regretting about it later have been an integral part of […]
Photo by Patrick (via Flickr) It’s weekend and the golden time of the weekend (from Friday night – Saturday) is about to over. Today, it has been a little different from my other weekends. Usually I sleep to make the most out of “golden time” skipping my breakfast, lunch, shower( yeah I know that’s gross!) […]
Today I came back from my home town after a 10 days’ visit. This was the first time for me to go there after shifting to Hyderabad. These ten days have been quite good but now I am back to reality again. In these ten days, the weather of Hyderabad has changed a bit in […]
This must be one of the best things that happened to me in Hyderabad. Who knew that I would meet my sister who got separated from me in some undesirable situation? Isn’t it like a typical hindi movie where 2 lost sisters meet each other after ages and their lives take dramatic turns? So this […]
It’s 3rd of March and I am here after 16th Feb. It was supposed to be a daily dose of positivity but let’s be realistic. I can’t be a happy unicorn everyday. It was possible long back, when I was a 3-year-old kid. Then I had least problems in my life (from the time when […]
The idea was to just write down my thoughts. But it’s not always easy to categorize my thoughts or pick up a little piece of thought! Some days my thoughts are so tangled and complicated that even I want to ask myself,”How did I get here?” Here’s what made me think today. I am always […]
It’s no more 15th while I’m writing this. My motivational hypocrisy couldn’t hide the fact that I am a procrastinator. Today (ugh… yesterday) was one of those normal days. 2 of my companions didn’t turn up so I was all alone with my pc. Having my supervisor sitting in the same cubicle I had no […]
I wish every single day of my life was as beautiful as today was. It seems that my heart is pumping happiness to my body instead of blood! I am so contented that not even a single cell of my body has complaint about life. The reason behind my happiness is after a long time […]
Today must be the 2nd last day of “valentine week” but I didn’t care to find what day it is!Coming to the topic,I can’t decide which of these 2 ‘m’-words I hate more : Monday or morning Though I don’t want to be called demanding I want at least 2 weekends in a week of […]