Beauty and Body Care : I had my hair smoothened #84

Have you ever had a love-hate relationship with anyone or anything? That’s exactly what I had with my hair. I didn’t like my hair at all. It was so thin and unmanageable. It had a very weird kind of shape. Because of that it was kept tied up or braided irrespective of the occasion. I […]

A Day in an adventure park #79

I don’t remember a time when I was excited about adventure and human interaction for the whole day. Everyday I go to office, do my work, come back home, spend a couple of hours on internet and go to sleep. Oh and I talk to mom over phone for some time. Mostly I like to […]

January Notes #78

Jan. 2018 First month of the year. What could have been better time than this to do a little bit of planning for the upcoming days? Planning is easy, committing is hard. I don’t want to make a huge list at first. Let’s see how it goes. 1. Learn/Improve This is purely related to my […]

Some days are meant for disappointment #70

Expectation, mothering disappointment since beginning of time. No matter how hard I try to keep myself unaffected from expectations, I end up in negative situations rooting from expectations. The incident I’m gonna write about is just beginning of my bad mood today and the circumstances kept adding fuel to that fire.  Today, we had planned […]

Dark Confessions from Life #64

Since my last confession post, I was kind of feeling better. I haven’t made any confession on internet before, not even in sarahah! I am always skeptical about the admins of the confession pages. What if this guy/girl actually knows me? What if he/she posts my name too. Basically I don’t have faith in such […]

What make me less Bengali #60

Background: I’m a Bengali living far away from my near and dear ones for the sake of my job. That “far away” is still in India but this part of the country barely has any similarity in culture, language, food habits with my background. This is Hyderabad, my current “not”-home. Bengalis are known for their […]

First South Indian Wedding #56

Background (#55th post) It’s been more than a year I’ve been living in South but this was the very first time for me to attend a south Indian wedding. By this time, I’m pretty much aware of the fact that our cultural differences are huge. But these differences are beautiful in its own way. So […]

Dysfunctional Wedding-shopping #55

Well, I don’t know why I found this ambiguous title so appropriate for this writing. A lot happened in the time when I didn’t show up. One of the recent incident among them is my colleague’s wedding. Expection, eh?🤦‍♀️ I happened to meet Rohini four months ago I when joined my present company. She’s really […]

A Pinch of Regret Can Spoil the Mood #52

When I freshly joined FaceBook, I was probably in high school. For the first couple of years it was the platform to reply to every other strangers who pinged me. Literally I accepted all the friend requests I got at that time. I used to talk to them too. But one thing I always tried […]

Overrated Destiny #51

“Everything happens for a reason”- I am a strong believer of destiny. It’s the belief that drives me to think about reason behind everything having even slightest connection with me. But sometimes I feel that it’s a complete waste of time. My life will be the same even without knowing the reason or rather it […]

Dear Daddy… #47

“It’s a girl”- the doctor said and handed me over to him. I wish, I remembered his first expression. It’s weird that we don’t remember seeing our mom and dad for the first time. Anyway, I heard this later that dad saw me before mom. Maybe that’s why I have a whole different level of […]

Studying – College edition #46

My college juniors just wrote their final semester exam and my entire Facebook newsfeed is flooded with “last- together : feeling nostalgic” posts. That seems to be a little dramatic now. There are many things that come into mind when people talk about college life. But I would prefer to talk about one of the […]

A Sad Post #6

It’s 3rd of March and I am here after 16th Feb. It was supposed to be a daily dose of positivity  but let’s be realistic. I can’t be a happy unicorn everyday. It was possible long back, when I was a 3-year-old kid. Then I had least problems in my life (from the time when […]

Shmrrr! #5

The idea was to just write down my thoughts. But it’s not always easy to categorize my thoughts or pick up a little piece of thought! Some days my thoughts are so tangled and complicated that even I want to ask myself,”How did I get here?” Here’s what made me think today. I am always […]

It’s not 15th anymore! #4

It’s no more 15th while I’m writing this. My motivational hypocrisy couldn’t hide the fact that I am a procrastinator. Today (ugh… yesterday) was one of those normal days. 2 of my companions didn’t turn up so I was all alone with my pc. Having my supervisor sitting in the same cubicle I had no […]